Morning: meeting with lawyer
make lunch
Afternoon: take child to see psychiatrist
make dinner
Time for a quick weep: right before bed.
I am currently taking solace in scribbling sarcastic notes to myself, blaring hideous music very, very loudly in the van, and snagging ace parking spots in various downtown locations.
Thought of the day: I wonder if there are other people besides me who feel the need to turn the radio down while parallel parking so as to hear it if they smash into the car behind?
Unwanted bonus: my filing cabinet is the neatest it has ever been. All the papers that have anything of any importance in anything I have ever done since 2005 are now strewn in piles on my bedroom carpet.
not alone. I DO THAT!!! turn the music down that is. more than once! done that too – the divorcee day of lawyers and shrinks for the kids. Its atough road keeping everyone healthy and complete. You wont know yourself when its all over. Big huge thoughts and lots of chick love from down under.
thanks for the thoughts….and good to know that i’m not the only one, in more ways than one…
Loud, hideous music…. yes. No divorce and shrinks, by the grace of God. But I have taken solace in pounding out loud, dissonant, non-music on the piano for hours….. it was some sort of therapy.
Oh, P, I wish there was more I could say than……. whatever it is I don’t seem to have to say right now……
My thoughts and heart are with you.
…thanks so much Angie…i’m thinking of you too! good luck with the exciting days ahead!
Sweetie, i feel very deeply for you. I am hoping that things will work out to the best they can for you and yours. I think of you often and only wish I could do more for you.
My thoughts are with you always.
M
thanks michelle…looking forward to our date…
…my heart-felt sorrow for you and the kids…feel helpless because don’t know how to be of help…all my love goes out to you and the kids…
thanks o. see you tonite.
Hey friend. It’s too bad we don’t live closer together. Not sure I could be much help to you. I remember when we were so much younger and we would just sit and watch people. I don’t do that so much anymore. It would be nice to just sit with you and enjoy your company again sometime.
J
…so much younger. sigh. i feel like i’m on a different planet than i was back then. i still people watch all the time though. so do a few of my kids. maybe it’s genetic..
I hear you about just being able to hang out. It’s not quite the same via email.